2025 December 19th Friday
Crazy update. So I was nearly murdered and my house was set on fire... so what am I going to do about my videos? It happened on the 10th in the morning and everything in my house is pretty much ruined, not because of being burnt but because of the smoke damage, my precious figures and other rare otaku merch :( Seriously though I'm glad all life in the house was safe, I'm glad I thought really quickly and grabbed my guinea pig before I left the house. It's a strange feeling knowing that I literately survived a murder attempt but, that's mostly all in the past now, i'm alive and ready to go back to doing creative things. Now with a more cooler perspective on life!
But I've already thought plenty on that topic, however I haven't given much to what I'm going to do about making Youtube videos. Obviously given the circumstance the gynoid video is delayed, and will likey not even release in it's current state because I am no longer able to edit videos with Davinci Resolve. I'm only using my Steam Deck as a pc and unless I use a virtual machine, I cannot edit videos using Steam OS. Which really sucks because although my voice is terrible, I had a lot of fun edits that I really liked, I put a lot of effort into the manga section too. But maybe it's for the better? I don't see how but hey, at least I'm able to tweak it and make it better sounding.
I'm currently living in a hotel, but I may be living in a temporary house for the next 6-9 months, so I might be able to get a new pc then which hopefully means I will be able to edit videos again or actually even just finish editing the gynoid video. So according to my new timeline I would hope to have the gynoid video out by... like April? I really like winter but-March 5th! Persona 3 day. I will have the gynoid video out by March 5th hopefully. I really hope I can get back to making videos soon, but at least I can spend this time learning more fundamental knowledge on some topics, I'm still going through Kanon, and White Album 2. Even though I'm still part-time, I'm hopefully going to be full time soon so my free time isn't looking too good, but I still hope to finish more visual novels during this time period. Actually on the same night of the fire I finished playing Rule of Rose, and damn that was a good game.
I also don't have access to my Clip Studio Paint anymore which I basically used as Photoshop. So the only front I can do to work on videos is just a knowledge and writing one, which is fine since I think that was my main weak point. I don't know who reads these blog posts but I know at least 2 people clicked on the Fortnite video link so people do read this. Well it's fine either way. I obviously don't blame myself in this circumstance for missing the video upload goal but it still would've been nice to have it released in winter. So for now I'll just upload the thumbnail I was going to, or maybe still will use, as a way of saying that I achieved my goal in a small way.